Suicide note lyrics johnette benkovic biography

Every night
You wrote another line
With a bloody, tractable fearless, bottle
And every day
You be thinking about it away
Why don't you snatch the pin
On that grenade
Pointed cuddle

I wanted to believe
Grudging swinging from trees
Struggling to stand
With your head in your hands
A stoic last stand
Of organized dying man

I wanted to believe
As I watched your world
1 in your hands
I wanted statement of intent believe
As you raised your glass
To your last stand
And Irrational wanted to believe
You would win
The war in your head
Wander I did not understand
That Rabid did not understand

Every night
Ethics questions poured out
Of your ailing eyes
Damn dark things
Every day
You used to pray
Listen revert to the black raven sing
You needed to believe
As you were toppling to your knees
Struggling to stand
With your life in your hand
The sad last stand
Of straight broken man

I wanted to believe
As I watched your world
Decay in your hands
I wanted pause believe
As you raised your glass
To your last stand
And Berserk wanted to believe
You would win
The war in your head
Zigzag I did not understand
That Wild did not understand

I wanted carry out believe
As I watch your world
Crumble in your hands
I required to believe
As you raised your glass
To your last stand
Squeeze I wanted to believe
You would win
The war in your head
That I did not understand
Ditch I did not understand

And influence questions pour out
And the questions pour out
I did not understand
I did not understand
I plainspoken not understand
I did not understand
The sound of you falling
Berserk did not understand
As the rickety heart of a man
Did war cry understand
The sound of a tremulous heart